Was suche ich?
Hatte es eigentlich mal gefunden.....doch es endschwand aus meinem leben......
suche frauen die es erlich mit mir meinen.....die mich so nehmen wie ich bin.....
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was ich mag:natur.....metalmusik......norwegen.....island.......myten und legenden erforschen......



Time is drifting away
To form another day
With our without me
My faith to be
Tomorrow I will not see
"Be in the deepest of dreams
or the darkest of deaths
Nor can either of these
Truly guarantee my release"
Staring at these four walls
Remembering what I have achieved
Enter the tomb of the deceived
All that were is lost
Whores of mankind
Take my fuckin' life
Alone I'll be
One with the dreams in red
Flatlined and cold I lay
Victim of their play
In the shadows of the obscure
My soul forever never more








the night sets softly
With the hush of falling leaves
Casting shivering shadows
On the houses through the trees
And the light from a street lamp
Paints a shadow on my wall
Like the pieces of a puzzle
Or a child's uneven scrawl

Up a narrow flight of stairs
In a narrow little room
As I lie upon my bed
In the early evening gloom
Impaled on my wall
My eyes can dimly see
The pattern of my life
And the puzzle that is me

From the moment of my birth
To the instant of my death
There are patterns I must follow
Just as I must breathe each breath
Like a rat in a maze
The path before me lies
And the pattern never alters
Until the rat dies
The path before me lies
And the pattern never alters

And the pattern still remains
On the wall where darkness fell
And it's fitting that it should
For in darkness I must dwell
Like a rat in a maze

Up a narrow flight of stairs
In a narrow little room
As I lie upon my bed
In the early evening gloom
Impaled on my wall
My eyes can dimly see
The pattern of my life
And the puzzle that is me

Like the color of my skin,
And the day that I grow old
My life is made of patterns
That can scarcely be controlled
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I can feel the rain drops (the rain drops)
Running down my back, the words you used to ruin me
You ruin me
And I remember the rain in my eyes the day you turned and ran away
You ruin me

I, I feel paralyzed, you leave me here broken
I, I feel paralyzed, you leave me so broken

Can you make the pain stop? (the pain stop?)
And swallow all those thoughts, you used to have that crippled me
You ruin me
Can you remember the pain in my eyes the day you turned and ran away?
You ruin me

I, I feel paralyzed, you leave me here broken
I, I feel paralyzed, you leave me so broken
You keep me tied down, you're stealing my crown
You leave me hopeless
I, I feel paralyzed

I, I feel paralyzed, you leave me here broken
I, I feel paralyzed, you leave me so broken
You keep me tied down, you're stealing my crown
You leave me hopeless
I, I feel paralyzed
I feel paralyzed
I feel paralyzed