Status: "Party ain't over 'til I say so / And I feel good tonight / I'm just getting started" Tonight @Valhalla (seit 8 Jahren)
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December 25th, 1986 - Van Nuys.
That's what people say at Christmas, right? Except normally they have someone to say it to. They have friends and family,
and they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in
Van Nuys. They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary, and they're definitely not watching their
holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon. I didn't speak to a single person today. I figured why should I ruin their fucking
I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons. One, I have no friends left. Two, so I can read back and
remember what I did the day before. And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life. It's just
me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucked up life.
Nobody would believe the shit that happens in my head, it's haunted. Now that I've come down from the drugs it seems
like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere. Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed someone. Or better yet, myself.
-Taken from "The Heroin Diaries - A Year in the Life of a Shattered Rock Star" by Nikki Sixx-
Staring face to face with the demons
And not back down
Takes a constitution that most people just don't have
A life gets soiled with sex, drugs and rock and roll